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Friday, October 06, 2006 @10/06/2006 05:00:00 am

okay...this is really backlogged and a certain someone insisted i do this, so here goes, since im waiting for some stuff to be finished. only read if u have nothing better to do yeah?


Seven Random Facts About Me:
1) Im a lefthander as most pple should know, but sometimes i feel all wierded out about the whole thing, cause lefties are suppose to be smarter and right brained and all that, so theres a sort of pressure to live up to standards of others, plus the fact that society has everything done/created for right-handers, so its quite depressing when ure different from everyone else sometimes.

2) I used to keep a diary since primary 6 (about 11/12 years old) and wrote all my unhappines/anger/frustration and all that in it, but i stopped writing as i grew up, mainly cause i ran out of books/paper/space to write, and it just depresses me even more to write it out now. plus the fact that my family could see whatever im feeling...its just not safe anymore. also plus the fact that im just plain lazy and got better at coping with such stuff, so it just wasnt really needed anymore. it got transferred to my blog for a bit sometime back, but i stopped doing that too, cause ive seen how adversely it has affected readers that have read the posts and how it caused alot of problems/unnecessary worry to my close friends, so...no more super personal posts here.

3) I used to write fanfic socially. I haven't for a long time now, cause i got lazy, and i wasnt confident of my writing skills. i look back at my work once and it really sucked imo, so i stopped.

4) I never thought i'd take a chance and do design and like it, even though everyone expected me to do some IT or games course. I don't regret that decision and like what i did, so i might continue with it after all.

5) I was almost anorexic, but not quite. i just was "psycho-ed" into stopping fat/sugar/salt intake completely indirectly by the PE teachers being in the stupid TAF club and all, and just exercised when they made us do it and was upset, pale and gaunt for a long time, being miserable and didnt lose any weight for a year. now, i cant be bothered controlling what i eat, so i eat what i want to eat, and exercise to me now is still like punishment cause of them PE teachers. now u know y i resented/hated PE for the longest time.

6) ironically, doctors have told me that its better for me if i lose some weight as my leg's not healing well cause of all the weight that i have on me that my legs have to support and carry around. dammit all to hell.

7) i used to have an obsession with nsync (yes that stupid boyband). now i look back every single damn day wondering y i liked them in the first place, especially since lance has proclaimed his....gay-ness.

Seven Celebrity Crushes:
1) Wentworth Miller from "Prison Break"
2) Brandon Routh from "Superman Returns" (with the blue contacts tho...he looks kinda strange with brown eyes...maybe cause im too used to the superman look he has)
3) Detective Danny/Denny from "CSI:NY"
4) Detective Flack from "CSI:NY"
5) Chase from "House"
6) Wilson from "House" (this one is a half-half...too dorky looking, but his conversations with house is funny/interesting)
7) David Wenham (Faramir from LOTR)

Seven Qualities I want In A Potential Girlfriend/Boyfriend:
1) Respect
2) Sense of humour
3) Romance
4) Honesty
5) A pleasant appearance (ie: pretty damn hot, but not TOO hot that others might claw him away from me....or have bitchfights in the process and blahblahblah...dont want to fight with anyone over a stupid guy...not worth it.)
6) Maturity
7) Intelligence

Seven Things That Scare Me:
1) Stalkers/Psychopaths
2) Backstabbing
3) Death of a loved one
4) anything under the genre of "Horror"
5) Never being able to write/draw/design again
6) Losing creativity
7) Losing any physical parts of what i have now (5 senses, limbs, hair, fingers, etc.)

Seven Random Songs At The Moment:
1) Around the world - Monkey Majik
2) I'm still in love with you - New Edition
3) Heart Shaped Box - Nirvana
4) Rockstar - Nickleback
5) Surfergette City - David Bowie
6) Creep - Radiohead
7) Plush - Stone Temple Pilots

Seven Things I Like The Most:
1) Chocolates
2) Food
3) Music
4) Writing
5) Art
6) Designing (includes taking pictures, working on a design on the com, random doodling/sketching, etc.)
7) My bed (inclusive of pillow, blanket, bolster and the likes)

Seven Things I plan To Do Before I Die:
1) Lose at least SOME weight

2) Travel the world

3) Be very successful in my career

4) Make lots of money and hopefully retire early

5) Keep things interesting once in a while by doing crazy stuff once in a while, no matter how big or small (eg. funky haircut, learning the electric guitar/drums/bass, roaming around myself in an area ive never been to before, watching arthouse films, going for concerts/musicals/gigs etc.)

6) Experience the thing they call "love" successfuly, even if its just for a little while...i dont expect too much from it or guys, but we'll see we'll see

7) Live in a totally different society from asia (the states, UK/europe or aussie preferably...not middle east mind you) for a bit and eventually find a place i like and beg and plead for PR there from immigration until i get it and settle there

Seven Things I Say The Most:
1) omg
2) oh shit/shitified
3) Dude/chick
4) wth/wtf
5) woi/oei/wah lau eh or the likes
6) Oh Crap
7) Bloody hell

Seven People I Want To Do This:
1) Whoever
2) that's
3) left
4) that
5) hasn't
6) done
7) this

that's all folks...congrats if u made it this far.

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